Ohh... I don't know yet.

You know what? I've been thinking that majoring in Electrical Engineering isn't going to make me happy. Not at all. I think that I'm only doing all of this to make my parents happy, which isn't making me happy at all. I honestly want to go to college to do something that expresses who I am. Who I want to become. Who I want to be. Right now, I could tell a random person that I don't know that I despise math. It has never been my strong point. I was amazed to even find out that I had passed Calculus and Physics, but barely. Ohhhh... If only it was easier to tell parents how you felt about school. I just don't want to let them down.

OSSM is GREAT! I'm not putting down the school. I'm just not cut out for that tough math. I aced my English class. I'm good with creative stuff. I love to paint. I love to make music. I love to help others. I love to knit. I love web design. I love making friends.

I want to do something in Photography or something to do in Web Design. That is what I have wanted to do since fourth grade. I want to do something that I will love to do, and right now, Engineering isn't it.

No one should dread something this much. D;